saturday night

Here I am, on the edge of some proverbial seat
feeling unsettled and restless, yet I can't summon the will to do anything but sit around and feel sorry for myself.

We made a day trip to Wilmington for the Meet and Greet at STW, which was fun and successful. On the way home Mum and I made a pit stop at Plato's Closet, where I bantered with the staff and acquired a nice pair of black jeans and two pairs of shoes. Score.
The pleasant effects of retail therapy didn't last long, though, and now I'm back to being grumpy and lonely.
I feel consumed by all the things I wish and want and feel somehow unable to feel thankful.
Luckily, I know it will pass.
Still
I wish it were summer -
I wish the air were warm and balmy and sweet, the foliage green and lush
I wish the phone would ring -
I wish I didn't feel cooped up, unsettled, uneasy, used and lonely.


love,
S-