Intense

Today we drove up from Holden so Emily and I could attend fashion show rehearsal in Raleigh.
It felt nice to be back in my element, so to speak. Bass pumping, beat thumping...sorrounded by frail, lofty girls with razor sharp hipbones jutting from beneath their paper-thin cotton ensembles. To hear the familiar click of so many sky high stilettos and feel my hips sway with familiarity to the beat of the music...
This was our first rehearsal for this particular show, but the whole thing is shaping up very nicely and I am very, very excited. The show is scheduled for August 1st through 3rd at Cary Towne Center mall in Cary. I hope some of you will be interested in attending; I would love any and all support. <3

Now, sitting alone watching the cloudy gray sky, I feel much less at home, even though that is precisely where I am. Sean is away in distant lands, Jolie has not returned my calls, Neal is occupied with his Nicaragua-trip-reunion pals and seemed annoyed by my call, and even a call to Meg yielded only the voice mail. I suppose I will continue to lounge around the house, reading and scheduling college visits and otherwise idly occupying my time.

I hope you all are well.
With all due respect,
S-