Stand Clear of the Closing Doors, Please

I sat down intending to actually do my Lit. homework, but after realizing I left my copy of Portrait in the Lincoln and that it would be impossible to even attempt the work without the book, I turned up Lil Wayne and decided to blog instead.

Today was strangely fantastic. Tensions are running high here around the house, but I'm surviving. I woke up early-ish, and drove with Mel into town. We got some over priced coffee at Open Eye and chilled around town. I saw J, which was...crazy. Only one or two people know our whole fucking history, but sitting and talking to him and catching up over a plate of free rice was simply unreal. I scrawled my digits on a receipt and left, my head spinning. Mel and I dropped by S's house for a quick hug and an exchanging of smiles. Afterwards I rushed home and we promptly left for the Fashion Bug show in Durham. L. called me on the way and I chatted with him for a bit. We were supposed to chill today but it ended up falling through. :| The show went even better than expected. Fantastic, actually. Hopefully there will be some pictures online soon.
After the show I came home and was able to relax for a few hours. J called and I met up with him and A at our ancient hangout spot. I wish I could manipulate the beautiful words of the English language in a way that would do justice to the situation, but I know I can't. Something close to deja vu, yet entirely different. It was almost like visiting my former self...it made me realize how much I have changed and...improved. I am so much more secure and confident and it's simply amazing. We sipped Yuenglings and talked and lol-ed at M and T and P and a bunch of other wannabe P.O. kids. Un fucking real.

Love and light,
S-